I don’t know what is wrong with me latly but I think I must be burning out. For the past 5years I have been working fulltime (sometimes up to 60+ hours day and night shifts) to save $ so we could get married. Now we’ve been married for about a year and although my hours have improved as well as being promoted I am MISERABLE!!! I HATE RETAIL!!! :mad: :mad:
I’m trying to suck it up and just deal with it. I need this job b/c this is how we get insurance while he goes to school fulltime and he’ll have his masters in 2yrs and then I can quit. I cannot really switch jobs b/c I am payed well and I’m in managment w/out a degree.
All I can think about is how I hate my job. I really feel called to be a mother and stay at home with my children. My husband is completly supportive of this idea once he’ss out of school but wouldn’t even consider talking about children before then.
Lastly I am on birth control because I have been getting severe ovian cysts. I was fine with being on BC for a while to help my condition but now I am starting to regret it. It truly is not healthy for me and I don’t want to jeprodize my future fertility. I tested the waters to see if the hubby would mind me exploring other options for the cysts and he was completly agianst it. Which makes me feel like he only wants me on it so we won’t have kids while he finishes school…
WHAT DO I DO??? I’m really depressed with this whole situation, please please keep me in your prayers and some advice would really be appreciated!!!