I have a very strong desire for Holy Priesthood. I have dialogued with a vocations director and i will be having a new confessor and spiritual director. My vocations director at Sacred Heart Major Seminary, also feels confident that i am called to Priesthood. Now, is is alright for me to have a desire for Priesthood? this strong? i have prayed that the LORDS WILL be done and i still feel the desire? Perhaps im not called if i have this strong of a desire? I dont want to be a Priest for my own interests? what purpose would that serve? i wouldnt be able to absolve myself, bless myself and saying HOLY MASS for myself wouldnt be alright, I want to serve and marry CHRIST and HIS Church. I’ve had this call for a long time, since i was like 5, altar server since i was 6, i love my Faith etc.
Im scared of going to seminary now, because i want to be a Priest, but im scared “well what if im not called”, my desire is so strong I want to go to become a Priest!
I dont feel cut out for anything else. I have an intellect, im healthy, and i dont want to spend my life as a mechanic, lawyer, engineer, or even married life. I know its beautiful and without the gift of Holy Matrimony, i wouldnt be here to ask these questions :D, but even still, i cant see myself, and i dont feel a pull to be a dad and have a wife, own a house, etc. I do see myself celebrating MASS, hearing Confessions, Helping the less fortunate, anointing the Dying etc.
I know its a lot of questions but i need your help!!