Ok, I have to explain this thread.
A while back there was a thread called “occult influences”: forums.catholic.com/showthread.php?t=250385
One member wrote this to another member:
What is happening to you is very real. You are under attack. You must call upon St Michael every day. You must go to confession. Have the priest lay his hands on your head and bless you. Get a bottle of holy water and bless every room of your house. Actually, it is a good idea to ask the priest to come and bless your house. If you can get EWTN, leave the tv on that station all day, and pray along with the sisters.
You have your baby to think about. Have you baptized your baby? You need to rid your home of all those evil influences.
My reply was this(which also explains more about me) on August 31, 2008:
A couple of months later I wrote this on December 18th, 2008:
Anyway, after that everything went quite smoothly with the usual up and downs in life. I stuck to going to Mass on Sundays, occasionally went to Church during the week to pray and didn’t “overdo” it.
Then Easter came along. I first went to Mass on Holy Thursday which went from about 9 p.m. to midnight. The next morning I went to Mass on Good Friday.
I decided to go to Mass on Saturday, Sunday and Monday too.
I didn’t think about what the priest had told me a while ago but around Sunday I started feeling uneasy. The following week I felt a bit down and went to Mass again on the following Thursday(one week ago).
When last Sunday came around I felt really depressed all day. I dragged myself to Mass at 6 p.m. and was really depressed. After Mass the depression was gone and I felt refreshed but Monday I was really down and from then on I was really feeling unusually uneven.
I blamed it on the weather or on something I might have eaten but today it was extreme. I had short flashes of depression that I’ve never experienced. I got a taste of what depression must be like and it wasn’t nice.
Before Easter I was totally fine. I had my up and downs that everyone experiences but that was it. I have to admit that these feelings I got ever since Easter kind of scare me.
I’m also concerned that the more I go to Mass the extremer it might get.
What do you think? Am I reading too much into this? Is it possible that this is only my imagination?
I was thinking of talking to my priest too but I would be curious if my experience might be common.
Thanks for any advice on what I should do.