I have scrupulosity and am constantly thinking I have blasphemed under my breath when it is very likely that I haven’t. I’ve kept having bad thoughts about the Holy Spirit being ev*l and kept thinking I might’ve said it. To reassure myself, I deliberately said that the devil was evil. I recorded myself saying it because last time I’ve said things like that, I’ve gotten all worried that I couldn’t remember exactly what I said. It’s just, after I said the devil was evil, I was thinking about blasphemy and the Holy Spirit and I breathed and might have uttered something bad about the Holy Spirit. God knows my intentions doesn’t he? My intention was to say the devil was evil to reassure myself I hadn’t used the word evil in connection with the Holy Spirit. I’ve also been told that if I had said something blasphemous, I would definitely know.
I’m going to confession tomorrow, if I did say anything bad about the Holy Spirit, can it be forgiven?
Please help, thanks