I am new to this site i am a 22year old irish catholic male and im not sure if i am in the right place to ask this question. But for the past 6months everytime i go to sleep it feels like i am being molested by an old scary woman. It would happen at least 5times a night and i be in complete fear, i even had to quit my job because of it due to lack of sleep. I have cut myself of from all my friends and family and dont leave my room.
I do not go to mass or read the bible, the last time i was at mass was when i was 11years of age. Although i have recently started praying and i wear roserybeads 24/7. I had never heard of the story of job or even heard of the name. But last night when i felt like i was being molested by something evil it suddenly stopped and a mans voice started whispering to me trying to scare me. I kept on telling him he wasnt scarying me and to go away while i was laughing, even though i was terrified. Then he told me i (should not be speaking to him like that) and that (this is heaven) i then asked what his name was and he kept sayin (job job job job) there is noway that i could of known that name or the story of job before today, i can also remember biting what seemed to be his finger.
I am a gambling addict and when i finally went into a deep sleep i had one dream the entire night where i was playing a slot machine and won 666 credits and cashed out at 636 credits. I honestly dont know what this means i am currently trying to contact a local priest but i am unsuccessfull so far so that is what took me to this site. Any information would be much appreciated.