I have been discerning a buyout, after 15yrs, from one of the auto companies, and have been very confused as to which direction to go. On one hand, I look at my job as a cross that I am carrying and I shouldn’t deny the cross I’ve been given. On the other hand, I’ve been given the opportunity to change my direction in life. However, I am currently the major provider in my family and am not sure that leaving wouldn’t be a huge mistake. I’ve been attending classes at a community college for the last semester and am attending both spring and summer semesters as well in order to see if I can handle the types of courses I will need to take toward a nursing degree.
I’ve been praying in my heart constantly that I do the right thing. Its been emotionally draining.