Hello. I am not yet fully Catholic, but I am discerning a vocation to the priesthood. I did something that would be classified as an irregularity to ordination. Since I am not Catholic yet, would this irregularity still apply after I convert?
Here it goes. I confess to you, my brethren, that I so longed for a Host to touch my tongue, and since I cannot receive the Eucharist, I have a deep spiritual void within me. I also have a weak will, and fell to temptation. I attempted to consecrate the Eucharist. I have repented for my most grievous offense, and promised to not do it again. I ask you, my brethren, to inform me and pray for me.
Confiteor Deo omnipotenti, beatae Mariae semper Virgini, beato Michaeli Archangelo, beato Ioanni Baptistæ, sanctis Apostolis Petro et Paulo, omnibus Sanctis, et vobis, fratres: quia peccavi nimis cogitatione, verbo et opere: mea culpa, mea culpa, mea maxima culpa. Ideo precor beatam Mariam semper Virginem, beatum Michaelem Archangelum, beatum Ioannem Baptistam, sanctos Apostolos Petrum et Paulum, omnes Sanctos, et vos, fratres, orare pro me ad Dominum Deum nostrum. :signofcross: