Hello. Does anyone have any personal experiences that I can use as undeniable proof that God still listens to people who are in a state of mortal sin? For months I have been praying about a personal matter that means a lot to me. Lately I have felt very confident that God could here me and that he would help me.
This week we have been having our floors varnished. Yesterday, I was home alone, stuck in a back room for several hours with no access to TV or Computer. So, I masturbated. I did it full well knowing it was a mortal sin. I really felt that God could here me before this happened, but now I feel like I may have botched things and that he’ll stop listening to me. I’m going go to confession today. Everyone tells me that God will never stop listening to me no matter what, and that’s what I’d like to believe, but I can be kind of superstitious and scrupulous about this kind of thing. I would just like some undeniable proof that God is still listening to me.