Hey I was watching EWTN yesterday when coming home from college. I was watching Path of the Messiah: Pt. 2 or something where that guy from the EWTN World Over news and some other guy and a priest (or was it a brother?) who saw the Calvary where Jesus was crucified, saw the actual part of the tomb He rose frmo etc. Wow!!! I tell ya, when watching that, that gave me more hope and increased my faith! When you see something like that, it gives you this cool, reality feeling of it. If anyone knows what I’m talking about, it’s the greatest feeling to have as belivers! I was filled with joy!
However, later that evening, it felt like that joy suddenly dropped down and I was disappointed to the bone! It felt like that reality was gone! Then I realized, we shouldn’t base it on our own FEELINGS!!! DON’T DO THAT!!! We walk by faith, not by sight. And neither feelings! This is something I have to work on. I guess I would like to be filled with that joy that I experienced up there CONSTANTLY!!! And when I don’t, my faith “fails” perhaps and lose the reality and feels like I take it for granted. No, I don’t want to do that. :banghead:
Hmmm…maybe it’s a test or something :ehh: