Hi guys…I just feel like I don’t want to be an altar server anymore…I guess Im like a hypocrite going up there(altar) to serve.Yea there(altar),I may look innocent but when Im not in the church,I act like a useless,irrational teen.Its not that I think I,m too sinful,its just that I dont feel I belong there serving God.
So I dont want to be an alter server anymore because
1.Im a hypocrite,in church i act good but outside its different.
2.I cant stand to see my neighbours,(people who know the real me),looking at me at the altar.They know what my real personality is outside.And I just cant bear it anymore.
I guess if you wanna be an altar server,you gotta be good in and outside the church.Not to say ‘perfect’ but good.
I think what I’m doing is right.My quitting would protect the good name of altar servers.Maybe I,ll just become an ordinary comer for mass.