This past week I have been going through something of a spiritual desolation. This in regards to divinity of Christ and the reliability of the gospels. All the arguments for both of these issues checks out in my head and I get there, and yet I still feel this sense of “it’s not true”. I want to believe this and yet I don’t feel this sense of “yes it’s true, your mind and heart can be in peace.”
What is this and what must I do?