I spoke with my Father and he told me this:
I AM condemned to be a smoker FOR LIFE.
If it gets worse from here which it has already then I am facing more suffering under God which will please those who are under his rule.
As long as this keeps and my faith DOES stad strong until my untimely passing THEN I will be received by Jesus into the arms of Angels and accepting being given into Heaven as one of God's forebearing children of SACRIFICE.
until this day comes on it's own my longlitudinal forecast is to continue, persist, be VERY friendly, PRAY, and keep hope inside what is to become my soul bearing witnesses to life.
For this I commit myself to always being there for anyone who I within range to give hope to until the end as my last words had been given to god's witness to prove my unfathomable sins to which I am yet to pass physically onto the next world.
Don't stray from the path, keep the faith (strong) and always have faith in thy (fellow) mankind forever and ever, AMEN.