Today I went to Mass in an Eastern Parish. The Eucharist fell on the ground while I was on the line. In the end of the Mass, while people were leaving the Church, I saw a very small crumb of bread of the floor, right on the place where the Eucharist has fallen. I thought it could be a crumb of the Eucharist (but it could also be a crumb of the holy bread distributed after the Mass). So I took it with my fingers and ate it. I think I did the right thing, because people could have steped on. I also licked my fingers and I could not see any visible particle of the Eucharist on my finger. After that, although I could not see any particle on my fingers, I took a plastic cup and, washed my fingers inside it, drank the water and then washed the cup and drank the watter three times. After this I threw the plastic cup away.
And now I am suffering reallly a lot because I am feeling terrified. I am really afraid now of having thown Jesus away! What should I do? I did not see any bread particle on my fingers. I am really scrupulous. Sorry for my bad english, it is not my mother language.