I know exactly how you feel. I had an ear infection that antibiotics couldn’t get rid of. The Dr. had to put me on a course of steroids. It worked! I am still praying for you, John.
Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou amongst women and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now, and at the hour of our death. Amen.