Hello brothers and sisters in Christ.
I have a bit of a problem . Its hard to put into words how i feel but ill give it a go.
Over the last month or so i have been having promblems with my faith. I seem to feel as if i am not worshipping jesus but worshipping Mary. But it feels right i feel as if shes always by my side and she is.
BTW i dont pray to any saints but Mary the mother of God. Mabye this is why i have such strong devotion to her.
I heard somewhere that when Pope John Paul 2 was shot he thanked Mary for saving his life not Jesus.
I have been in Poland many times and visited his house in wadowice and i can unsterstand because of the environment he was brought up in how he felt such a strong connection to Mary. Mary was crowned Queen of Poland
Is it right for JP2 to thank Mary over Jesus for saving his life ?
Its still vey controversial to say but is it fair to say that Mary is Coredemptrix to see God you must see Mary first ?
Do you ever have any guilt when you pray so passionetly to mary and cant have the same feeling when you pray to Jesus alone ?