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well, the deal is this, for sometime i have suffered for a big fear of the demonic and such, i fear that i make stuff to attract demons. when i think about it many of these stuff are just things in my imagination. but there are other stuff that i think it might be problematic, for example i fear that i become superstitious.
but my problem is this, sometimes when i felt i sin of superstition or something like that, i fear that if i used an object for that, it might be possesed or something, so the big problem is what should i do? i mean it is not objects like an amulets or such but common items as money, books etc. (and it is not like I like to be superstitious, the thing is that suddenly this stuff happens when in pressure, for example when geting in the bus, where i have the pressure to do something quickly, and sometimes it becomes a being superstitious vs doing something that could attract demons)
yes, I know that the answer is to just ignore that, but i wonder if im not doing any mistake by just going with a “well nothing happened so ill just continue as if nothing happened.” or if i have to do something to be sure before using the money etc.
also I have this other problem, as i told you this comes when in pressure so i believe that if i don’t do anything to stop the “human respect” sin, I also commit the sins of superstition/occultism, even without doing it, or that if i commited it even venially because of lack of tought, it becomes mortal or at least worst because i did not do what was needed in the past. or if i have a recurrent sin, i have to defeat it because if i made them at the same time it might be worst.
so far my opinion is that i do this because of fear, so if i stop fearing it, these will stop, but my doubt is that if i actually am doing something wrong by just going around without doing anything else, and just living my life, or just like i think that is actually the answer to all this.