I’ve been working on my apologetics on a n-C site, where now nearly everyone (mostly atheists) has become hostile! I started a thread on hell, and was feelng very pleased with myself, and thought, ‘eventually I’m going to ‘win’. Good for me!’
Well, nothing of the sort. There are a few strong characters and they consistently ignore the positive points I’m putting in and keep returing to the negative, to the extent it comes across like I’m sort of fundamentalist bible-basher.
Oh dear. I feel very down. I wanted to do right, and now reconcile myself I probably over-reached myself with a very contentious subject.
I was praying that God would stop me becoming vain with thoughts I was putting forward some really good arguments. I don’t feel vain anymore! But I am worried that I have done more harm than good. This really worries me. And I’ve kind of pranced off the thread with a final word, so it will be hard to go back.
Not sure if i expect many replies here but I’m just feeling a bit down in the mouth, and wanted to be among friends…