Hi there. It’s hard to expalin. But, it’s like this-our country USA is a very secular country I tihnk, even though there are a lot of churches/sects too. But I’ve always felt and/or known deep down inside of me that only the Catholic Church was Home for me, even though my parents never took me to Mass or anything like that.
I mean how can I say it- I’m REAL and Alive!!! I’m a living human being!!! I have feelings and thoughts!!! I’m human!!!
But it’s like- I guess I want changes in my life-I want to see change in my life. Even though I know God is changing and transforming me on the inside… But on the outside everything seems the same.
I’m a single guy in his early 30’s by the way-never been married yet and honestly, I’ve never had a girlfriend either. And I live in an area that’s older suburbs/city combined.
So What should I do? It’s like I just recently rediscovered the Catholic Fatih these last 3 months or so. Back in January-March I thought I was an atheist/agnostic!!! But then I started watching some protestant church services online and I came back to the Lord but in May I felt the Lord calling me back Home to the Catholic Church!!!
Now to make a long story short, I first started visiting some Catholic Parishes from 2002-2005 when I was living in Baja Mexico. Then I came back here to the USA in fall of 2005 but wasn’t going to any churches at all, except for visiting a protestant emerging church off and on. But at the end of 2009 I felt Jesus calling me to come back Home to the Catholic Church so I did!!! But I quit going for about 6 months or more in 2010 becasue of transportation issues. But I’m back now safe at Home in Mother Church!!!