I posted a topic a couple days ago about being divorced and a soon to be Godmother.
I guess I wanted to maybe vent a bit a get support.
For years I prayed God would send me my soulmate and I thought it came true when I met my now ex husband.
We dated for five years, were married for 3 and 4 months after we bought our first home he decided he was very unhappy and left me for a woman we both know. He is now engaged to be married to her.
I on the other hand am still single, in debt with the house in foreclosure, and seeing a therapist. I had a nervous breakdown and suffer horribly from anxiety and depression.
I guess my question is… why is God blessing him and punishing me? I was by no means a perfect wife but I’m human and fall short. I wanted so badly to save my marriage. If God did not want that to happen why didn’t he at least send me another partner? I don’t even have the heart to date again.
Thank you for allowing me to vent. I just feel very sad and lonely. All I wanted was a simple life with a husband and family and I guess I’m struggling to understand why it was stripped away from me in such a way.