Lately I’ve struggled with a lot of uneasiness that makes me fear that I’ve offended God in some way. I’ve had temptations and I’m worried that maybe I consented in my will or mind to them even though I tried everything to not give in to them but at the time I still had such strong desires that I didn’t want to have and wanted to go away. What do you make of such feelings and interior experiences? I know many of the Saints endured such things. Is it a suffering to endure and to offer to Our Lord in love of Him? Is it a problem with me? Could it be I have offended Him even if I am not sure how? I do tend toward scrupulosity so that may be a part of it. Any advice?
I often think we Christians ought to always have a felt, interior peace and calm with no uneasiness interiorly. Maybe that is residue from when I was Protestant.
Pax Christi tecum.