I had pretty tough week (and it’s gonna get harder). I crashed from my scrupulosity and gave in to sin because the moral uncertainty (yes i’ve read some of the Catechism & the Baltimore Catechism, thank you Vico) was killing me. I bypassed the Internet filter and looked up smut just so I could confess it and be certain that I was in a state of grace. I can’t wait two weeks in between Spiritual Direction meetings (lack of Patience & Prudence). I’ve been to Confession 3 times last week! I lasted 3 days from Scrupulosity!
I have a good mind to park my rear end in the seat and tell Father “Tell me what to do, I’m absolutely insane!”. This Scrupulosity has robbed me of my Joy and Peace!
Any advice to:
Practice Prudence/Chastity/Temperance regarding the computer, or any program that can remotely filter junk from the internet that’s free and doesn’t use the router?
Practice Patience/Prudence in between Confessions and Spiritual Direction meetings?
I really don’t want to throw out my Computer, so there’s got to be some way I can use it without sinning (I was doing good before I snapped).