This is my first thread. I share this to you my brothers and sisters because i don’t even know what will I say to myself.
I am in my 4th yr in my high school life. I'm not in full decision in what would I take in college. In my life, the path which may be difficult to cross is divided. Two months ago, I take an exam for priest and i passed the test. And in the upcoming year, I will attend a seminar for Jesuit. To be invited is already a joy to me but i feel the anxiety of what will my parents say about it. It is because I also take an entrance exam in college and might take up pre-med courses which may benefit me and my parents. I never thought that one step may change something worst or for the best. If the Lord want me to take up my cross, I have my doubt about it. For many reasons:
- I considered myself to be a grievous sinner.
- I don’t even attend my sunday masses. And I didn’t even attend a massduring my birthday.
3)I am weakling in defending my faith.
How the Lord can even say “take up your cross and follow me”? And How can i even face my Lord?