I do not know if this is the right place, but I wanted to talk about this. And I want to be open.
I came to christianity do not ask me how. I guess cause my parents are/have been we never go to church a lot. My mom reads in church every once in a while. However I seem to have gotten myself into the catholic faith.
I’ve been going to a group but stopped with that Ever since january. I reckon I am still welcome if I mail, but I havn’t been doing well and I feel alienated from the world and like to be on my own.
I do have a disorder and I have met people with my disorder trough the internet, and many have joined religious groups. Also I read at the description of my disorder this is a fair thing. One source says for example:
Preoccupation with fantasy and daydreaming; lack of practicality; eccentric thinking (e.g., belief in ghosts, reincarnation, UFOs); diffuse identity and changing goals: for example, joining religious cult; susceptibility to nightmares and states of altered consciousness; social rebelliousness and nonconformity that can interfere with social or vocational advancement.
I was wondering what do you guys think of that? People joining your group more out of motivation for this. I was wondering why my faith never worked out rightly. And I wondered why my faith is shaken so easy. Luckily many have helped me in my last topic, thanks for that yet I feel to ashamed to bump it.
I wonder now though how to go about it all. And whats more lately cause of my disorder I get nothing done not even reading or anything at all. I am not depressed but suffer from a heavy anhedonia. In which all seems pointless and nothing works. Praying also gets washed away thanks to this state.