so, i’ve been trying to fight the good fight for the past two years to stop viewing pornography and committing the act of masturbation, these have been a particular vice of mine. however i’ve been focusing alot of time and energy to fight these sins off. i am 18 now and have found a woman (at least i hope and pray) that i feel i could give my entire self to in love.
last night i was really tired with a headache and cold, feeling a little out of it. clicked on a link on the internet to a video hosting site, saw some clips of women in swimsuits but exited those quickly. then click on videos of people doing funny random stuff - nothing too bad. then i click back to the videos of women. but as i realized this i quickly exited out again and logged off my computer. i wasn’t necessarily searching to be aroused, but i felt that it had already happen. i am happy that i did not commit the act of masturbation, and i did not view any nudity (so that would be no pornography right?). question is, because i was aroused by the non-nude images of women, did i sin mortally or venially?
thanks again for all the help