Quoted by Princess_Abby:
A trick of Satan!
Yikes. Those are strong words.
Try to keep your perspective, no matter what happened.
Yeah, perhaps I was using strong words. Sorry.
I’m still confused about what happened. I don’t understand girls and how they act very well
Yesterday she seemed somewhat cold to me at the table with everyone else, not talking with me at all and giving me these strange looks that I didn’t know what to make of, but this morning, as I was walking up the stairs to get to the cafeteria, she was coming down the stairs and said hi to me before I even saw her. I was a little surprised, relieved and yet still confused as to what her feelings are towards me. I wish I could be like Mel Gibson in that one movie and just read her mind.
I think that the best thing for me to do is not to think too much about her. I’ll say hello to her when I see her, but I think that I’ve already done enough to show her that I’d like to at least be a good friend. I’ll let her decide now if she wishes to accept.
The strange thing is that I actually had a dream with her in it about a year ago, even before thinking of coming to this school. I dreamt I was in a classroom. At the front of the classroom was an elderly Catholic priest writing on the board, and seemingly unaware of the students behind him. I was in the back of the classroom, and a small, cute and joyful girl with short light-reddish hair was kinda flirting around me. And then, when I later saw this girl here, in person, the girl in the dream and the girl I met clicked. The really strange thing is that, this girl serendipitiously ran into me the second day of being here, at dinner. Of about 1000 students, and it’s the one girl in my dream who sits directly across from me, since there was no other space in the cafeteria for her and her friend to sit. What to make of that?!
Some Eastern Catholics and Orthodox have told me to be wary of dreams, since they can be from Satan equally as they can be from God, so I am not sure if the dream and real life situations are from God or from Satan. Sometimes it seems like Satan; other times it seems like it’s from God.