I am searching for God’s will in a situation going on in my life.
I went to my boss and asked him to stop saying things about my religion, race and one comment he made about my wife. When I did this he became very offensive and made comments that seemed like he was going to retaliate. Including mentioning e-mails I had sent as jokes that he said people may find offensive.
I went to HR and they began in investigation into e-mails I had sent out and his actions/comments.
I have been out of work on suspension with pay for over a week now as has my boss. The last I heard was a decision about us would be made on Monday.
I am searching for God’s will in all of this.
Someone said to me that it may not be God’s will for me to be fired but he will let it happen.
I have read to look for God’s will through our sin and that of others.
I’m just really confused because I feel very strongly that I will be fired along with my boss or maybe just me and I cannot see how that is right because nothing was ever said about my e-mails until I confronted him. The e-mails were jokes between co-workers and there was no intent of harm in any of them.
Those are my points. I turned him in, he brought up dirt on me to defend himself and this all ended up with HR.
I have a wife and two kids, I need my money. I’m getting worried about being out of work.
I am praying on this constantly and for others. Including my boss who I confronted. I just want God’s will to be done. I just want to hear your thoughts on God’s will.
I do believe that if I am fired it is because something better is coming to me but when bills are due those thoughts do not give much reassurance.
I would appreciate your thoughts and ideas on God’s will.