Didn’t expect it quite, but I got a job today and I’m nervous. I was nervous about the interview, nervous about the second interview and now I’m just nervous about the job.
I’m especially worried about the medical information (for the physical) I sent them. They didn’t know I recently had bariatric surgery or that I struggle with depression and now I’m worried that the job offer will be rescinded.
I did put on the medical release form to suppress the information about my depression but I guess they didn’t. That sort of bothers me.
Anyway, I discussed this all briefly with the person who hired me. She sounded a little worried that I suffered from depression and that I’ve recently had bariatric surgery, so now I’m worried they’re going to tell me to go away and that they’ll find someone else.
However, yesterday I was worried about not getting this job because they asked me in for a second interview (I figured a 2nd interview meant that I was too odd and that I had to be scrutinized further) and after this second interview was when they hired me.
How the job world sends me into emotional spasms.
Any good, kind and constructive things to say to me would be most welcome.
All I want, I think, is a job where I’m helping others.
Thanks for listening.