I had a bunch of problems this week come up with family. I thought I was handling it well, but I gave into temptation. I was going through withdrawel, which is very uncomfortable- Like having the flu. I used and I got angry- angry at God, and I said some things I wished I didn’t. They werent’ vile or foul, but I just lost my temper at everything.
I try to be grateful, and I think I am getting better at that, because I do realize he watches over me. It’s just very tough times.
Please pray for God to give me his grace and forgivness.