I have been wondering all day today, if it is possible to feel the grace of god in the Eucharist even in the state of mortal sin? the reason I ask is because I am scrupulous when it comes to commiting mortal sin. So sometimes I feel as though I’m always in a state of mortal sin, but usually convince myself that i’m not, when time comes to recieve communion. So some info would be nice :D.
P.S. I’m going to talk with my priest when it comes to my scrupulosity, but I have also been told that it’s a gift to be scrupulous. Does any one else think that? I personally think it’s a curse :D.