So I have been struggling with purity for years now, watching pornography and masturbating. However today, I was really feeling temptation and I wen’t above the line and performed the sacred act.
Now that’s not only it, I don’t have a girlfriend so I actually had sex with a (escort) prostitute of which I searched online. I am soooo ashamed of this and I need to repent!
So not only did I have sex before marriage, I objectified a girl and paid for it. I was also greedy and wanted more than my “usual” temptation. I need to see a preist ASAP (I’m going tomorrow to confession and asking for spiritual guidance)
My question is, how grave is this? Will I be forgiven? Will the preist even hear this type of confession? I’m so scared and sorry. I want to be with Christ from now on, I never want to do that sin again.