Ever since I started wearing the Brown Scapular, It’s like I’ve been feeling the Blessed Mother’s Presence most especially when it comes to her role as Our Mother. It’s like I always feel Her Motherly love and Presence and know she’s there. Sometimes I would have a blend of Prayer and talk to her like a child talks to his/her mother. Sometimes (even though its not by audible means…more like you can feel it in your soul/heart) I would hear her response, mostly on her advice in life and to always look to God. Sometimes I would feel the Blessed Mother saying like: “talk to God as well, He is Your Father in Heaven is he not?” (Thats why when I’m addressing God the Father its the same way I talk to Mary…Always addressing him as Father) or “Always trust in my Son, his mercy is always there for you.” Or sometimes there’s no answer its just the feeling that she’s bringing you closer to Christ.
Other than the blessed mother, I’ve felt in Mass (not always) right before the “Sanctus” my hair would always stand up and I would always say: “They’re here” (even though they are always there, its like their presence is more noticeable from the Sanctus until the Our Father) aka the Angels helping out the priest in mass.
Other times mostly during the Most Important days of the Church (Easter, Pentecost, Holy week etc…) I would feel not only the angels but the Apostles and the Clerical Saints saying the Mass around the Altar with the priest, with the Angels around them, the Blessed Mother where the Altar Servants sit and the The Entire Trinity (the Image of Christ on the Cross with the Holy Spirit and the Father above him). The entire thing is not visual but you know its happening.
I really don’t know if this feelings were real or not, but I always pray for the Holy Spirit for Discernment on what I was feeling was either Truly a gift from God or just something else.
What do you guys think? Also have you had any experiences like this?