I am a teenage boy and for several years now I have been constantly tormented and harassed by this one person at school, but for the past year he left me alone, until the end of the year, when he returned to make life hell again. I have been incredibly angry and violent, I have even made elaborate, violent plans for revenge. (I confessed that, and I never actually jumped this person as I was planning.)
My anger is still there and gets very extreme at points. I know extreme anger is a mortal sin. I’ve had many violent fantasies about hurting this person in addition to the general anger. I am reasonably certain that I have committed mortal sin with my anger. Have I? If this is so then I have also taken communion unworthily which is mortally sinful in and of itself. Also, I often have very sexual thoughts and fantasize about sex, I know it’s sinful but is it mortal or venial? I try to avoid thinking about this stuff but it comes and I sometimes just indulge and think about it.
I am pretty sure I am in a state of mortal sin and I need to be absolved. Am I correct?