Hi everyone. I’m really not doing well. I need advice. I’m not sure if this is the category to place this but it is regarding astrology. I would appreciate any advice anyone could give me. I don’t know what to do.
One day about 13-14 years ago when I wasn’t a practicing Catholic and ignorant my mother innocently thought it would be fun to go see an astrologer and innocently I went along.
I did not know the astrologer. The astrologer did not know me. The only thing she asked me was my date of birth, time of birth, and place of birth.
At the time she made some wild, but very specific predictions. She made predictions that were nothing like the really vague ones you might see at the back of some tv guide or in a daily newspaper.
Unfortunately, slowly but surely these very specific predictions happened. At first I just thought they were coincidences and lucky guesses. At times I deliberately chose a path that was completely different to one she predicted - just to ensure these predictions would not come true. But they always did.
I went to priests to help me with this. Many of them didn’t know what to do or what to tell me because it was undeniable they were specific predictions and accurate predictions. Some just cut me off before I had the chance to explain myself and just said, “Don’t listen to it”, which isn’t really helpful in coming to terms with what was happening. They just didn’t want to acknowledge the situation and wanted me to embrace denial.
To be clear I hate astrology. It is satanic. I don’t advocate it, but I do acknowledge that because angelic intelligence is far superior to human intelligence angelic beings (albeit fallen angels) can make much more accurate predictions than any of us could ever hope to make. Denying that is just not helpful.
I have had the exorcism prayer prayed over me. I have visited devout Catholics with the gift of prayer.
Specific things she predicted are still coming true and they are really picking up the pace.
I don’t believe I am experiencing demonic oppression. I have had that before and this is not it. I just have the knowledge of everything the astrologer said. That is all - just the knowledge.
Close to this point in time, relative to the rest of my life, the astrologer just stopped talking and only said a few more things. The things were almost all negative. They were things you would not want to happen in your life and this worries me because like everything that was predicted, some of them are completely out of my control and some of them are based on free will, but based on the past, the free will predictions are things that I choose because I feel at the time that they are genuinely the smartest choices to make.
I can’t even do justice to how anxious and depressed I am about having this knowledge and the experience now of the specific predictions always coming true. I don’t really know what to do.
I understand if no one has any suggestions other than pray the rosary and take the Eucharist. I just don’t know what to do. I feel like I’m trapped and theres no way out.