Thank you all, for your kindly attention and praying intercession.
My work doesn´t have any thing immoral. Indeed its a private company, built by my father and I and my brothers work together.
I use to be the president of this company some years ago, and for an inspiration I quite my job, because I was needing more time to work on evangelisation.
Its a long history, but my dear wife didn´t agree with me and all that dream became a nightmare with continuous quarrels at home, what force me to come back on my decisions.
After that I started working for the governor of my state and on the end of the government I came back to my brother and asked him for my part at the company, since I was thinking on start another busyness.
He asked me to be together and I thought it could be nice, but it isn´t. I am working on a very bureaucratic place, and don´t have space to do what I think is good. I use to be the boss and now I am one of the employees and some times I hear that the company would probably be broke if I hadn´t get out and give the presidency to him. This make me shy, and silent.
Other thing is on the financial field. I am with to many difficulties at this moment. I needed to sell my car to pay some bills and I am going to the job by bus. Thanks God we steel have another car to family. We are doing many cuts on our budget but the money is steel short. The company is ok but my personal finance are bad.
So…I don´t know if open a private company will solve my problems. I don´t know if I will be a good entrepreneur, I am feeling tired, old and confused about my life.
I don´t know what decision I should do, thats why I asked your help.