While someone is waiting for special feelings and illumination, people of goodwill go where it is most difficult, humanitarian volunteers, or devote themselves to helping others.
They serve others and are rewarded with a strengthening of their faith.
I had another problem, which became a practical disbelief in the very way of life.
In the past I had a struggle with the flesh, and since I am a stagnant bachelor, the flesh gradually dictated a way of life that entailed degradation.
A man even faded in me, and some kind of slob formed.
I decided to take up a power sport. I have practiced regularly to this day, for years.
Life has become a balance, a discipline, self-respect and dignity to my self.
Not only did I not lose faith, but I also affirmed it with good qualities that help to overcome many obstacles and take a responsible attitude towards the time.
I missed a lot in life, because I often do it by my willfulness, and did not listen to God but thanks to sports I think I form a strong personality.
I believe that God will help me in the future with a life partner and prosperity, but power sport helped me to build another person in me.