I second this, I have worked with several addicts, and 12 step programs have the spiritual component, and seem to have better success rate (including overcoming relapse). I have a friend who is 10 years clean with one relapse really early on. Her best advice would be, to remove any elements from your life that you possibly can that would cause you to slip up. PRAY regularly. Go to meetings (she goes at least once a week, sometimes as many as three), go to Church, try no to be alone, but keep the company of those who will help you not harm you. I definitly talk to a priest, he may even know of a private support group near by.
It really is a battle SnowFlake, I don’t have any personal experiance, but I’ve seen the struggle up close. I’ll say a prayer, and just hang in there!:hug1: