Ever since I was a kid, I wanted to be a bird scientist, or to at least work with birds in some form. When I applied to the current university I’m in, I knew I was going to get in because I saw all the signs.
But now I wonder. I am terrible at the sciences (ie. math, chemistry, biology, etc), and to be a scientist, you of course have to know these things. I thought about going to a Catholic college to study theology because I’m sure I would enjoy that too.
How do I know what God wants for me? I know people say to just listen, or that God will let you know, but I’ve been in a spiritual dry spell for a while now, and I don’t feel as though I can hear Him. I’m always praying, but I just feel lost and I don’t know what to do anymore. It scares me because I’ve always known, and now suddenly I’m questioning it. Am I just running away from the sciences?