I’m currently doing a 54-day rosary novena. Already on my 2nd day, and I keep getting thoughts of how the rosary is useless, how God isn’t listening, how I should just leave the Catholic Church and how there is no point of praying at all.
Previously, I recall wanting to help free 10 million souls from Purgatory. Anyways, on the day that I dedicated to this feat, I recall hating God so much and even blaspheming His name on several occasions. This hatred for God just came about on the day. In addition, we had two men who came to repair several things in our house (of all days!), and so I couldn’t even pray at all, and not a single Holy Soul was saved.
How does one know if the devil is “attacking” them, for lack of a better word . I’m not really sure what to do now