[quote=freesoulhope] I dont know if im doing anything like dying for Christ . I have a problem of geting angry, when i talk about God. Today my mum said that nazi are standing in for election. I then said i knew a person (i may have said a freind) that voted for the b.m.p. he was just sombody i use to work with, that i dont know anymore. i certainly didnt hang out with him.
I said to him that he shouldnt join them because they are rasist.
I told my mum this to day and she started geting angry( she is ruled by her passions) saying, that i should not have spoken to him, and that he was scum. I try to say that, regardless of him voting for the bmp, he is my brother, and that i had to try and free him fro his ignorance. She was having none of it. (she is a socailist and a atheist) She is like a bull in a china shop.
I tryed to tell her that, it was my duty as a Christian to try and free people from there ignorance, and that i shouldnt hate them no matter what, i should prey for them. But she is full of bitterness. Alot of what she said was true, but she kept saying that when jesus came he only spoke to Good people and that its in the bible. I said to her, that it wasnt true, and that she should read the bible before she qouted it to me (i was really rude, and started blowing my top).
If it ant something about socail degradation, its about abortion.
I dont know if its paranoia but i feel like she keeps attacking my faith with various circlura ideologys. But I still love her.
God forgive my weak use of your strength.
It sounds to me like you are dying for Christ, as you are being persecuted for doing His work (provided that you are not disrespectful to your mother of course – and that’s part of the sadness I gathered from your post.) It is impossible that He only talked to “good” people when he came, for there weren’t any and that’s why He came in the first place.