I thought I had a better grasp on this, i’ve come to the conclusion I am more than likey a scrupulous person. ( let’s throw that out there right now). Struggling with impure thoughts/lustful thoughts has been a bit of a struggle with me. I have been getting better, but then today I breifly entertained one of those thoughts. i stopped myself, but then went back to it. I remember thinking, I was just going to go back for a few seconds, not enough to get “fully aroused” but enough that i did enjoy the thought. I did stop it before anyhting “happened”…
I’ve read through a bunch of the threads, Trying to get better clarification. i did not have a full on fantasty but the fact that i went back to it would that be considred " prolonging" it? But I didnt let it go on for more than a few seconds. I try to recieve the Eucharist everyday, but will not if I am in Mortal sin,( obviously) But I really need so more clarification. I know there is more likely isn’t a priest here, but any advice or guidance from my family in Christ would be greatly appreciated. I am so torn up about this…it has completley changed my mood at work. Thank you so much!! God Bless you and if you have time say a prayer for me.