I went to Confession yesterday afternoon, where I confessed having missed Mass for nearly 2 months. I was/am genuinely contrite and sorry.
I am missing Mass today though, for a variety of reasons, including work this afternoon/evening, procrastination, feeling overwhelmed and anxious, and just shutting down.
**What I am asking is, how do I come back from this? I feel so guilty and feel as though I negated the whole act of going to Confession. And that if I ask God for anything, it will not be heard as I have not fulfilled my obligation of going to Mass. I think God is very disappointed in me.
I felt very good and cleansed after Confession yesterday and today, I feel hopeless and guilty, like I will never change and that I am really just a fraud, only going to Mass and church to ask for things.**