please pray for my husband and his proboblems. He drinks and then blows up at little things. this happened tuesday night and he told me to get out he wanted a divorce (because he told me he wanted soup that night to eat and then was mad when I made it for him before he came home since he wanted something different by the time he got home). So, it was this huge thing and then yesterday morning as usual he told me to forget what he said. He called me in the morning and told me he wanted to work it out. We moved and this is a new place so let me give you a recap of what I did with my day
7:30 he left, our son woke up at 8. I fed him and cleaned up - it was about 8:30. I called around until after 10 about daycares in the area since i Have to start work next week and then I took a shower at a little after 10 and gave our son a bath (done after 11 with all the shower and dressing stuff) and then made lunch and eat and clean, so it’s 12:30 and we’re done with lunch and it takes half an hour to get our son down, so it’s 1. I clean up, 1:30 get out the laundry to be ironed, and son waked up at 2:00 already. I try to iron but it takes me till 3 b/c son it hanginng on my leg and wants me of course he’s only 2- give him a snack, and then at 3:30 begin picking up the house so it looked nice. at after 4 I take out our apartment check list and write down what’s wrong with the apartment and take it to the office so I can get our mail key and then I run to the store to get somethings my husband wanted - it’s after 5 and I have to stop at the office one more time for laundry card and then it’s about 5:40, clean up the kitchen a little and put dinner on - husband is home at after 6 a little.
I don’t say this to bore you, but to tell you that I Had a full day and I didn’t get the blinds hung up or the bathroom a clean over and dinner still took 10 minutes after my husband came home to be done (and he didn’t like dinner)- so threfore, I am a horrible wife and once again he wants a divorce. He says I “failed” the test (you know, when he called me in the morning to tell me he wanted to try to work out our marriage was a trick to see the progress I would make during the day and I didn’t get the blinds up and dinner (to his tastebud liking) wasn’t ready the second he came in, so I failed.
I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t want to be a single mom and i do love my husband. I want him to be a better person. I want things to work out. Can you please pray? He wants me and our son out early next month (and I will not be starting my new job then after all b/c I will be moving in with my parents and can’t commute from there. it’s 1.5 hours away. and then i do not have a great degree or job so I will have to depend on my parents for years and have to go back to school which is hard on them. both mom and dad have health issues. I don’t know what happend to my husband over the years. I miss who he was. Please pray for us. I don’t want my son to be fatherless.