My name is Amy if you don’t already know and I posted a thread on gluttony. Well anyway I said I have had thoughts of throwing food up after I eat cause I feel so full. I told a friend on msn, and I am going to go talk to a school counselor on Thursday. She is supporting me by going with me she’s a good friend. But I am weird because, like I am afraid the school will notify my parents and tell them. I am scared my parents will think of me bad now for wanting to throw food up. I am afraid that they won’t trust me because I never told them about it. But I just hope that they’ll understand. Is there a way I can talk to the school counselor and not be afraid to talk? I am a quiet person and I keep things to myself, except for when I post on Catholic Answers Forums, and when I talk to my priest. I am going to be glad when I talk to my priest Saturday and tell him about things. But will God still love me and my body, even if I’ve had these thoughts? I mean I look in the mirror at myself and I don’t like the way I look. And my friend said to me today, you’re going to die of heart failure, cause I was eating cookies and drinking a chocolate milk cause the school was out of what I wanted to eat today, like pretzel, but they were out, and tacoes they were out of too. When she said this to me it hurt me a lot I feel sick emotionally. And I almost started crying, but I didn’t then when I got home I cried after I told my one good friend about it. And when my friend Holly said I was going to die of heart failure I felt like throwing up after lunch. But I didn’t only time I did throw up was Thanksgiving a few years ago I put too much whip cream on my pumpkin pie and I was throwing up all night since then I haven’t ate pumpkin pie lol. And I have only thrown up like when I am really sick, but I am so healthy I rarely get sick. Thank you all for reading this and giving me your support I hope you have good answers for me.