I will try very carefully not to offend with anything I have to say but Im going to admit Im scared to death of being hurt or not believed. I’m caught between light and darkness basically.
I don’t know if anyone may have heard of this, but I have identified as something called ‘otherkin’ for most of my adult life.
Basically it means that you do not believe that your soul is completely human or from this plane of existence.
Now I know this is not something in the bible or church teachings, and I am going to explain basically what my life is like and has been like for 20 years.
I was sexually assaulted and ever since then I have felt like I am a different person. I can speak languages I shouldnt know, I sometimes can read peoples thoughts, and I scare people in the church I grew up in. They call me possessed.
Whatever it is, I am not like other people. I feel a pull of something evil inside me, and the pull of something decisively good. I have been baptized and received the other sacraments, but I am not normal.
I dont know who to talk to about this and its just the tip of the iceberg.
Please can anyone give some solid advice?