I’m going to be straight up and honest. Yesterday I was viewing a medical website, then I was compelled to look at photos of male genitalia. I am a guy myself (19 yo) with SSA.
I feel shattered. I feel like I am a pervert. I might have seen an image belonging to a prepubescent.
I plan on going to confession on Saturday. I think that I am truly sorry for my sins as I do not plan on doing anything like that again and I want to really try to be pure.
Please say something. What can I do? I am already in therapy for other stuff, now this.
I feel like I deserve to go to be shunned or go to prison.