I’m worried that I may have committed the unpardonable sin. I keep thinking I have accidentally said bad things about the Holy Spirit. When I heard about it being saying that the Holy Spirit is dem**ic, I started having bad thoughts. Today, I think I kept thinking about what I would feel like if I said it and I had horrible thoughts imaginging it. I’m scrupulous and I always think I’ve said something blasphemous if I’ve just breathed while having a bad thought. I don’t even know if I have said anything bad about the Holy Spirit today. I don’t hate the Trinity and recently I have just been anxious and fearful. Please answer these or any of these questions:
- Can I be forgiven, if I had said anything, it was not out of malice.?
- The Catholic teaching about the unpardonable sin is that is refusing to repent and accept God’s mercy. As a Catholic, I am supposed to believe in the Church and the Catehchism teaching aren’t I? So then I should believe that as the unpardonable sin and not worry about having said or saying bad verbal things?
- From the Bible text about the unpardonable sin, why is it interpreted to be refusal to repent etc?(CCC teaching)
Thanks, please help