I posted a thread last week asking for prayers for my boyfriend, who is a police officer. He’s been going through a really difficult time since being involved in some fatal shootings. It’s taken it’s toll on our relationship, but I really thought that things were going better. Then, last night he emailed me saying that he feels like he doesn’t have anything to offer me right now and doesn’t want to get me further involved in all of his issues. I’m in complete agony right now because I know he doesn’t want to break up with me, but he’s doing it because he thinks it’s the right thing to do. I’ve never been highly emotional, but right now I’m actually physically ill and can barely get out of bed. We’re both out of town until Thursday night, so it’s likely that we may not get to talk until then.
Please, please pray for both of us - that he’ll communicate with me and be open to what I have to say. That he’ll realize that it’s ok to let me be there for him while he deals with all this. That we’ll both find comfort and peace. And that I’ll find the words to say when the time comes.
Thank you all so much.