so I don’t particularly feel called eo either marriage or religious life.
I don’t know if I’m called to single life or if I’m just being selfish by not wanting to give stuff up. I do enjoy my life right now, I want to get a job, preferably something scientific or I could work for a cahotlic organization. and then use my spare time to help my parents out wince I’m the only around to do so and volunteer for things at my parish…
but then I have doubts, maybe I’m just being selfish by not wanting to give up everything to go be a sister or take care of kids and a husband. I do enjoy travelling and hanging out with friends sometimes and I have no particular desire to go to the convent or date and find a spouse.
jesus did say we had to lose our life to save it and we shouldn’t love our parents more than him. I’m not sure if that’s what I’m doing right now or not or if it is really what God wants.