I am new to this site and I need help.
I have been deeply hurt in a relationship. I know this may seem shallow but please try to understand. This girl was a close friend of mine and is a coworker. She has many problems in her life and a very bad past. She has 2 kids, one has a disability. There is too much to mention. She is emotional unstable and has reason to be with all the hardships she has had to deal with. She is pretty much alone (no family) and has trust issues. But she is a nice person, doesnt do drugs, doesnt drink, etc… She just has emotional problems.
To make a long story short, she invited me in her life and we started dating. She told me she was so happy to have me in her life and I meant so much to her because I cared for her and she really appreciated that. Then she just cut me off. I gave her my heart and did so many good things for her and her kids. She said she was scared to be let down in the future, because she always has been.
I have been praying to Jesus everyday, more than once a day. I go to mass every sunday, or saturday evening and I attend daily mass everyday before I go to work.
I pray not only for our reconciliation but for Jesus to help her emotional instability. I only want to make her happy. I am suffering badly and I dont understand why Jesus has not helped me. I am asking for something that will not only help me but her and her kids, and thats a healthy relationship. I pray and cry everynight but I am still suffering. I am a good person with a good heart, so why do I continue to suffer with sadness. Please help me Jesus.