I always struggle with trying to defend my faith. I’m constantly running through arguments in my head. It has gotten exhausting, making my faith too intellectual and cold. I think that I need a way to come to peace with my constant desire to always have a reason for my hope. For the longest time I thought I was called to be a priest (I’m not saying it’s not impossible that I still am), but I realize now that I’m called to defend the Catholic Church.
Has anyone here taken courses to become an apologist? Any good online programs? Books?